Hey beautiful soul,
I know. 2025 has felt like a fucking washing machine. One soul-lesson after another, hitting you left, right, center. Spinning. Scrubbing. Spitting you back out. Every time you think you’ve caught a breath, bam—another lesson, another breakdown, another layer stripped.
You’re exhausted.
Maybe you’re sick.
Maybe you’re wondering what the hell is going on—because weren’t you supposed to be on the other side of this already?
I see you.
But, this isn’t punishment.
This is the era of death and rebirth. A collective consciousness upgrade. A sacred fucking reset.
One foot in what you’ve outgrown. One foot in what you haven’t even seen yet.
And that tug-of-war? It’s stretching the shit out of you. It’s foggy. Frustrating. Still.
Neither here nor there. And that limbo is messing with your sense of identity, isn’t it?
But listen to me. You’re not lost.
You are exactly where you’re meant to be.
This phase is not about speed. It’s about integration.
You’re becoming hyper-conscious of both your shadow self and your higher self - sometimes even in the same breath. It’s not a choice between the two. It’s an AND, not an either/or.
And that’s why this moment feels like it’s stretching you thin—
because you’re being asked to hold both. To allow both. To become whole.
You're picking up puzzle pieces for the next phase of your life.
Some you’ve already found.
Some are still hiding.
And it’s fucking annoying, especially if you’re someone who’s used to quantum leaping.
But here’s the truth no one tells you:
Your next level doesn’t need a shinier version of you.
It needs a rooted one.
A version that can sustain transformation, not just chase it.
This is the time to stop fighting the shadow.
To stop trying to fix it, cleanse it, banish it.
The shadow was never the problem.
The work now is this:
Let the light and the dark merge.
Let them dance.
Let them become one voice—your soul’s voice.
Because the point of this isn’t to kill the shadow.
It’s to let it be loved.
You may be sitting there thinking:
“This again?? I thought I healed this part of myself!”
But who told you healing was a one-time event?
Who told you integration had a deadline?
These parts of you keep returning, not because you failed—
but because they are sacred. They’re asking to be met again. Differently. Deeper. With more grace. More presence.
More love.
This time, don’t bypass it with affirmations or another healing course.
Don’t try to timeline your way out of it.
This time, you sit.
You listen.
You meet your shadow in the middle of the storm and say:
“I see you. I won’t abandon you again.”
Because here’s the divine truth:
You are not here to become “better.”
You are here to become whole.
You are not here to kill off your shadow.
You are here to walk beside it.
The light isn’t here to rescue you.
It’s here to merge with your darkness so that you become unshakable.
And please hear this:
You will not go backwards.
You cannot go backwards.
The soul does not do reverse.
You’re not falling behind.
You’re just acclimating to your new frequency.
You’re already there. You just don’t fully recognise the view yet.
Sit with this. Breathe it in.
Feel that?
That’s truth settling in your bones.
🌕A card reading
Disclaimer: I felt called to add this section at the last moment. So you won’t find it in the audio.
Okay, so—I’ve never ever felt called to do this before. But tonight, I was.
A collective card reading for the souls reading this. Two cards flew out from the Moonology Oracle Deck by Yasmin Boland, and I knew they were meant to be shared here.
Balance Spirituality and Practicality – Full Moon in Pisces
Meditate. Listen. Let the next step come to you.
Your intuition and psychic abilities are already speaking—you just need to trust them. Even if it doesn’t make “logical” sense yet.
This is a reminder to stay rooted. To ground yourself in the present moment instead of floating too far into the cosmic clouds.
And that person you keep thinking about?
Soulmate or soul family energy, without a doubt.
Believe in the Impossible – Blue Moon
A one-off chance is on its way.
Something beautifully rare. Unexpected. Timed by the Universe.
This is the answer to that thing you thought you were asking “too much” for.
It’s not too much. It’s divine alignment.
Whatever (or whoever) you’re thinking of… this moment won’t repeat. Believe in it. Let it move you. You are worthy.
A moment, before you go…
If you’re still reading, this message was meant for you.
You already know that. Your soul knew the moment you opened this.
So here’s your invitation to take it deeper:
An Exercise — Shadow Integration Ritual
Close your eyes.
Call forward the shadow voices—the ones that whisper fears, doubts, the ones you usually silence. See them clearly. Name them.Be with them.
No fixing. No fighting. Just sit with them. Breathe with them. Let their pain exist. Ask them what they’re protecting you from. Ask them what they need.Write a letter.
To the shadow. From your soul.
You can give them space to exist as they are.
Rage. Grieve. Apologize. Cry your heart out. Or lovingly release them.
No rules. Just truth.
You are safe.
You are seen.
And you are already whole.
Now go remind your shadow of that too.
With you in this always,
Shruthi 🌑✨
P.S.
If you’re new here—hi, I’m Shruthi.
I channel truth from the cosmos, from the soul, and the shadow. My work is rooted in remembering who the fuck you are, integrating what you’ve run from, and reclaiming the power you never lost. I guide souls like you to stop bypassing and start becoming.
This space isn’t for performance. It’s for permission.
To feel. To rise. To return.
If this message moved something inside you…I want to hear from you. Let me know what surfaced. Share your letter if you wrote one—I’ll hold it in the deepest reverence. Or just say, “That was me. I needed this.” Whatever your soul calls you to do.
And if you know someone else who’s in this void, send this their way. Sometimes all it takes is one reminder to crack open - and walk you back home.
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