First off, April was just weird. So many energies happening and things spiraling in all kinds of directions. It's not just you. It was everywhere!
Secondly, I do believe that you and I got on a very profound coffee chat in April. So there's that. Something's happening here. between you and me.
thirdly, "the knot of emotions you go through when the outer world hasn't caught up to the inner world"...in what world does the outer world eventually catch up with the inner world? I've yet to have that ever happen. The good news is that the outer world sometimes (often) reveals itself to be far more fascinating and amazing than my inner world could ever imagine.
I genuinely didn't know it was weird for everyone! It was fucking crazy for me lol! And yes...the connection I felt with you was so intense...it was crazy! As I'm trusting my soul more and more I'm realising how often it's been happening only this year!
Hahahahaha that's so damn true lol! It never does! But at least now...the world feels fucking magical if you ask me! It genuinely feels like I was living blind all this while!
April was a rough month for me. Nothing awful happened. Just a general feeling of malaise and stuckness. I need a vacation but I'm having a very hard time giving myself permission. Being my human, messy self. Thanks for sharing your human, messy experiences.
I just listened to this again, here we are a whole month later, and still understand and feel this space. And I am learning to say it is ok, actually it is more than ok it is what is. And this to me is existing and I’m enjoying existing instead of striving.
First off, April was just weird. So many energies happening and things spiraling in all kinds of directions. It's not just you. It was everywhere!
Secondly, I do believe that you and I got on a very profound coffee chat in April. So there's that. Something's happening here. between you and me.
thirdly, "the knot of emotions you go through when the outer world hasn't caught up to the inner world"...in what world does the outer world eventually catch up with the inner world? I've yet to have that ever happen. The good news is that the outer world sometimes (often) reveals itself to be far more fascinating and amazing than my inner world could ever imagine.
I genuinely didn't know it was weird for everyone! It was fucking crazy for me lol! And yes...the connection I felt with you was so intense...it was crazy! As I'm trusting my soul more and more I'm realising how often it's been happening only this year!
Hahahahaha that's so damn true lol! It never does! But at least now...the world feels fucking magical if you ask me! It genuinely feels like I was living blind all this while!
April was a rough month for me. Nothing awful happened. Just a general feeling of malaise and stuckness. I need a vacation but I'm having a very hard time giving myself permission. Being my human, messy self. Thanks for sharing your human, messy experiences.
Go have that vacation Judy! You deserve it!!!!! Consider this the universe's sign haha!
Oh grrl you’re so right
I just listened to this again, here we are a whole month later, and still understand and feel this space. And I am learning to say it is ok, actually it is more than ok it is what is. And this to me is existing and I’m enjoying existing instead of striving.